Worship

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Sometimes when we worship, we don't really mean it. What would it look like if we were to sing what we really meant? This was an illustration from a sermon about worship, and it struck a chord. Sung by George Livings, Doug Pierce, and Melissa Vasquez. 



I will sing of Your love on SundaysOnly sing of Your love on SundaysI will sing of Your love on SundaysAnd this feeling is gone by Monday
I surrender someI surrender someJesus I will give you littleI surrender some
I stand amazed at my hair doMy stylist outdid herselfI lift my hands and see my nailsThey match my eyes oh so well
How great is this songSing with me how great is this songMan I love to singTo sing this song
Savior, I don't need a SaviorI'm busy living my lifeBusy living my lifeChristmas, go to church on ChristmasAnd maybe Easter tooSo my faith is renewed
I've sung this song for yearsIt's now a standard hereBut I still sing itThough I don't mean itAnd I just goGo through the motionsAnd I fake the emotions
I exalt meI exalt meI exalt meOnly me




Are we just simply going through the motions??Or are we just faking our emotions everytime when we worship??Think Back. And think again.

日光之下

I always hate it when my life goes out of control, when my life crash into a mess, when what's suppose to happen doesn't happen, and things that shouldn't happen happens. , There's nothing that i can blame aside from me myself.

So what's wrong??

Me, having a sudden crush and ultimate love for the sweet habit of sleeping, now suffers from a fiasco life. Friends said that i screwed up my biological clock. Maybe i did, having naps in the noon, sleeps during evening, and turned in for the day early in the night, waking up late the next day with a bad stupid mood. Hmph.

And i missed a lot of stuffs that happened when i'm sound sleeping. Maybe that's the whole point why i'm so angry at myself. i slaked back a lot.

And YOU promised me that you'll just be around the corner, taking my yoke when i can't seem to feel  you, carry me up when i feel helpless about my life. I can only hope that it's true...

I want to learn to be found still faithful to YOU at the end of the day, because i'm weak, i admit, and i believe that through me, YOUR perfect strength will be revealed.

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Cool Bliss. Starry Night. Half Moon dangling above the singing lonewolf.

I enjoy singing a lot and music have always been my passion for life. As i delved into the realm of music, i realize that music has been a part of my soul that functions as the expression of my emotion, the shout out ofnmy deepest thoughts, and the revealing my darkest world lingering within my ownself.

Drum. Anger. Life.

Guitar. Accoustic. Romance.

Piano. Sorrow. Loneliness.

People always tell me how nice my singing is, since the first compliment i have when i was 8.

"Hey, you've got an extraordinary voice, it's really soothing and nice. Now, you must use your voice for God, use it for his Glory"

That's what i got.
A sister tried very hard to convince me that i'm specially gifted in bringing out the emotion of the music itself while i think it was just nothing. Well, i'm sure there are more people better than me.

But i certainly can't deny the fact that fate had chained binds me and music from my birth until now.

How does it feel like to be a singer, a member of a band, or a musician that plays different songs from day to day, as if music is their entire being??

It must be fun.

Actually being a dentist is never my dream.

But dreams and reality are indeed far.

so i chose to embrace reality. 

FireProof

~If something is meant to be fireproof, it doesn't mean that the fire won't come, it's just simply means that it'll survive in the fire~

Fireproof

Yesterday I fortunately had this chance to watch this super outdated movie produced in 2008, mainly focusing on the theme marriage.

"Never Leave Your Partner Behind", as the slogan says. Caleb is a successful, respectable fireman who always stressed on never leaving partner behind, especially during fire , but has a failing marriage with his wife, Catherine. As the only side trying to save the marriage while the other side had give all hopes up, Caleb struggled so hard as he accepted his father's challenge by doing the "love dare", by showing love everyday through a different way, but was sadly rejected because Catherine thought that he had ulterior motive upon the divorce.

The story is seriously touching with light touches of humour in it, and i suggest that you all bring a packet of tissue before viewing this movie, guys are not excepted too. =) Believe it or not.

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So, what do you mean when you vowed "for better or for worst", "for sick or health" during your marriage?? Is your vow meant for just "better" or "health" only?? Or is it that you're ready to face better or worst, sickness or health, wealthy or poor together with your partner, for the rest of your life?? 

Do remember, Marriage is not only a contract, it's a covenant.

And do remember, never leave your partner behind, especially during fire.

Cherrybum, Ich Liebe Dich. 

Ich Liebe Dich

  


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29-2-2012

Question : What does it feel like to be consumed??

It's like facing a whole troop of enemy team full on IMBA imbalance players in a captain ball game and you yourself know deep down that you don't stand a chance against them. You start to think about all the unfairness that you've been treated with and you start to loath the opposite team for playing such an awesome game as the member of your own team can't even work together well, functioning as a team to take on the others.

Oh ya, whatever they've done will be foul in your eyes and you'll think that somehow they are plotting against you by sticking together in the same team, as if they've planned to be put into the same team from the start. You will think, " what the hell is this?? Should i just leave and let them continue with their winning streak??" And then you're tested on the one thing for that particular moment.

SPORTSMANSHIP.

It takes all that I am to continue to play and hold on to the slimmest chance that we might win.

And in the end, David do have the capability to beat Goliath after all. =)

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Breathtaking, isn't it?? The wonder of the heaven that can be seen with mortal eyes.

It will be up to you to decide whether to call me a hermit, or some slow invertebrates if you wish to, but i realize that i particularly enjoy walking slowly under the twilight, or below the sunset, just for the sake of the view, and the mild, contaminant-free breeze. I enjoy this kind of walk.

And also, to spend a whole full hour in my bed, reading my favourite book, earphone plugged in untill i eventually feel tired and fall asleep. The contentment is what put me at rest, and lift my spirit for the following day.

Well, isn't this kind of life enjoyable??

Ya, maybe i'm a bit slow-paced. I am a low-level organism living on the planet.

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Finally the FESKOTT (Festival Sukan Kolej Teknologi Timur) is over, and sadly, we didn't manage to get NO.1. sad case. Anyway, we do get NO.2 for the Aerobic dance competition though. Finally, all those times where you have to learn to dance and shake your butt like a girl paid off.

Do I Look Like Him?? XD

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I seriously meant what I said this morning.

Yea, those simple words that I've said to you.

I just want to come clear and perhaps practice some Radical Honesty.

Well, it worked.

I don't care if you think that I'm joking, or am i not. 

But i truly meant every word that i said.

And i fully understands what situation am i in so i seriously know what to do.

So, no worries. =)

some animal instinct eh??

小小世界

我卻仍願抓住一點自認是永恆的東西，哪怕只有游絲般微弱。


那永恆的東西裡就有人情，似紙的人情。紙很薄，卻可以寫情書，寫詩，寫溫情的句子， 寫必要的問候，當然還可以畫畫兒，可以折成一隻小船，放到小溪裡，任其順細碎的波浪旋轉著飄向遠方。~ 劉心武


小时候认识的朋友，总觉得他们都好天真，好喜欢他们，好像跟他们在一起玩乐。

大家小时候都是这样的吧？？

没有心机，只有小小的调皮

没有勾心斗角，只有单纯的一个小小世界。


好想念，好想念。

那些年，我在你们身边的日子。

成天沉溺在小孩的快乐当中，捉迷藏，玩游戏机，讲游戏。

郊游？？天大日子。



现在？？

现在，是敌是友？？

谁才是佳友？？

总觉得和我玩捉迷藏，游戏机，谈游戏的朋友没了......

郊游？？一个人，一个背包，一架脚车，一个孤单。

你们可以说我还长不大

但是我是被这世代的现实噎着了。

朋友，你们还在吗？？

时间过了许久，我才发现为了加入他们，我做了多么多事情，

人毕竟只是一个有情感的动物

懂得寂寞

懂得孤单

所以就要堆在一起，成为一群。

但是，即使你们是朋友，但是散播恨恶的，我不要。

其他想要加入的，我不能出言阻止，

只能看着，对不起。

小心了，我真心关心的朋友们，不要因为孤单而加入了。

一旦加入了，你也会变成他们一样，

我知道，

因为我见识过。

担心。

Post 18 review

Well i know this post is certainly very very very out of date and I really didn't mean to abandon my blog and indulge in my own celebration..... ya, I'm now officially 19. =)

Special thanks to :

Chelsea "Hungry Bird" Khor

Yich "N" YiFi ChengFeng

Vin cent "rose" Tan

Eunice "Pei Pei" Wong

Zhi Liang the guy-who-was-born-a-day-after-me

Chiu Woan the one with ultimate Perasanity "self-confidence"

Xiao Tian

Angel Malay Chicken

Estella la la la la la, elmo's world...

Jentek

Jon

Roy the wirawati

Tong sampah  awesome yeng!

毛茸茸

WHY YY??

Peter Lee

大家姐 Jun Jun

Jenny SNSD

Mr. Angry Bird Ng

Kok

Xin Jie

Yee Theng

Thank you people for making my birthday a memorable one. If there's any chance please do celebrate again with me next year ya.. XD "special thanks" for the surprise of dragging me out of the house and put me on the Grill.... 

And thanks to my fellow housemates for the awesome wallet. =) Love it and am gonna change it soon. XD

And a heartfelt "thank you" for those who wished me happy birthday, thank you for bearing me in your mind. You are seriously awesome. =)

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老了一岁，顿时觉得世界不再那么的简单。

几时环境开始变得难应付？？

持之以恒？？

放弃？？

我确实长大了，

大家也长大了，

环境也变了，

唯有我仍然抓住过去，

活在现在，

面对一个无知的未来。

...

Can someone teach me how to react when something bad is happening and I don't have the strength to stop it??