September none the merrier

Hey how are you guys doing??

As of now I am really into preparing myself to be a well prepared candidate for the upcoming A2 level exam, which is really something quite hard to tackle head on. And plus with lotsa unforeseen shortcomings, I'm gonna welcome Hiatus once again into this blogging life.

Hello Hiatus. =)

I missed those times when I can truly feel good about something.
Those times when everything still have their flavours, not just simply some insignificant events.
Those times when things still matters, times when there are no need to live so carefully.

As we grows, we become more and more complex, and are seasoned in our own kinds of ways, which result in the vast difference between me and you. And yes, we got more and more arrogant, and you ask me why is it so hard to live on nowadays, I have no idea up until now. The truth is : We have put our attention on too much unnecessarily on other's fault, while omitting the goods that they have done.

And you ask me why is it so hard to take on life's challenges, that you're no longer strong as always. Let me tell you : Welcome to life.

Sometimes it only take a small change of perspective to shift your whole world into a better. I need to learn hard too, for the world I'm living in is too bitter to bear with, for now.


TO a certain someone that made my day, thank you with all my heart for a totally unexpected act of kindness. You've certainly inspired me to be a better person.

Au Revoir me amigos

Finally our friends headed to Czech, to pursue their study as a medical student. Wishing all the best to them and I wonder, how will it feel like when it's my turn to leave Malaysia and go to India and study my dental course? How is it gonna be?? Will there be people sending me off?? No. scratch that cause we're not having any juniors. How is it gonna feel to leave behind all things that bring familiarity and sense of belonging to us??

Now, I can only wait and hope and continue the wonder. But i'm sure it'll be exciting, for a whole new world is waiting for me.

Just a short post really. 

徘徊

多久了？？

多少次希望

可以在人生转角处

看见

你的踪影？？

我你

都变了

几时可以见你一面

回首寒暄

坐下和你聊聊天？？

看着你

渐渐放下，渐渐离去

我依然坚持

那一份

纯纯的信念

期盼你会回头

说一声

好久不见

叶子

生日快乐

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I just can't bear it.
Am I a guy with attitude problems??

Why am I getting upset so easily?
Why is there always people grouping up and attack on me??
Are there true friends who offer a shoulder to cry on when there's time of need?

If you think I'm a burden to you.
Just Let go.
HANG UP ON ME.

Animal Instinct

Had it occur to you that we're still very much been dominated by our animal instinct sub-consciously?? It's a rather rare phenomenon to be noticed in this modern era, and yet it happens in everyone of us, the constant conflict between the animal side of us and our thinking brain.

This happens in the very society that we all live in.

Unfortunately we might think that we're very developed and very advanced as compared to other animals existing on this planet, while as a matter of fact we aren't so different from them.

We're like animals,

We flocked together in packs in order to gain sense of security from each other, and those who are less stand-out, they will be ostracized and had no where to go to.

We might appear to be showing care towards each other, but deep within we know that when any calamities strikes our safety will come first before anything else, even if it means other had to be sacrificed

We tend to compete with each other nonsensically just so that people will recognize the superior attributes within us so we'll be Alpha of the pack. 

We tend to stick to those who showed strength just so we will be secured, and reject those who are weak and inferior to us

We are motivated by the struggle of survival in a community, not only we have to win, it'll be best if we can destroy any foes just so we can ensure our survival.

Truth stuck out quite prominent enough

We are all animals, guided by an instinct so wild and so uncontrollable that a thinking brain won't be enough to curb whatever sickly nature is in us.

What are we?? We are just some high intelligence species that gloat over the fact that we're so civilized, while deep down in us we are just lousy and barbaric.

I am just so sick watching people unconsciously let animal instinct guide them around in this society. I mean, what the hell?? Can't you guys just best your nature using your thinking brain??

But i do know.

That sometimes when the mind is willing, that's when the flesh is weak.

Thought for the day.

Screw up REvolution

Yes I admit it. I totally screw it all up. I screwed Mock A2 exam severely.
The realization dawned upon me when i finished a 2 hour physics paper in just one hour, and started to count the total marks of questions which i have left blank.

GUESS WHAT?? A Friggin 31 Mark!!

Maybe I just didn't prepare well enough for my physics paper. I really didn't in fact, all thanks to Kiseijuu. The wonder of reading comics the night before the exam, and special heartfelt thanks to Sister Eunice WOng Jia Pei a.k.a Agent HAHA. Without you i would not be able to realize how hard i must work from now on, thank you for the serious downfall of me, and in return i'll give you

RISING OF PHOENIX FROM THE ASH!

Seriously I don't realize how grave my situation is until i come to this, A lesson worth learning. Luckily this is just pre A2, not the real A2 or else i'll be keeping my fingers crossed day and night just so i can pass the cut off point that allow me to open up to a brand new world.

So from today on wards i'll start my disciplined schedule, and i guess pretty much nothing can stop me.

So this is ME.

I Come

I See

And 

I CONQUER

Yada yada...

Previously i thought i could manage to post an update on the recent holiday trip I've had during the mid-term holiday, who knows the whole come-back is taking the toll on my time and body, starting with the frantic realization that real exam is coming in less than 2 months, and yet we're so screwed by not covering half of our syllables. And true enough, before that we have mock-A2 exam, which is pretty much we are unprepared for. We're so screwed aren't we??

Well anyways, it's the main reason which I can't post an update, which is a regret as what I planned originally to write on, which is about the heart-warming hospitality that we have when we're travelling around in states around in Penisula Malaysia.

Speaking Of Which...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEDERATION OF MALAYA!!! 

Back to the topic.
Now I want to thank all the host/hostess that show how much they care for us as travelling guests, and how well you guys have treated us without any hesitation or without even holding back. Heartfelt thanks. And this Journey is really a memorable one, with ya'all's hospitality.

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Of all the things that I know, here are some that I Think you guys will be interested enough to know, for now :

1. Despite all crazy-struggle for the whole A2 thingy I'm unfortunately hooked to the musical drama "GLEE", produce by Fox. It's a nice drama with all the nice music cover in it, but somehow i'm so sicked with the drama within the drama that it practically makes me wanna puke just by imagine how the story is going to possibly progress. Nevertheless, I am rather amazed at Rachel Lynch the "Forty Year Old Virgin" as she acts as Sue Sylvester, the Cheerio coach in the drama. Sometimes this comical character will just brighten up my day! =D Rock On SUE. 

The Forty Years Old Virgin.

2. At long last, i can finally declare that i'm finally out of the Anne Hathaway Fanatism. Later days, Anne. =D

3. After witnessing the settling down of seniors into their respective universities in India, i finally get to see how's their living condition, and all sorts of situation they are facing there. And i found out, WOW THERE'S BASKIN ROBBINS IN INDIA!!!! India is a not-bad place to be studying in considering its low living expense and you can live a rich life at a relatively low price. Which means, you can be a millionaire when you are in INDIA! Anyways, my heart is already full with adrenaline thinking of the future that I am gonna embrace and i'm praying hard that there I can live the best schooling life ever, if not cleanest. 

4. I heart Cherrybum

5. Quinn is looking good generally, but occasionally I have the feeling that her beauty is like a layer of mask that i can peel off. It just look so synthetic. But anyways, She's Gorgeous!!