JUST one moment, MIND YOU ?

I admit it
I just kept losing it
‘Cause you’re too enchanting to be forsaken
The delicacy of your personality
Is striking me amaze, fascinates me
Over and Over again

I admit it
I just kept losing it
‘Cause I said “sorry”
Again and Again
I feel sorry
Again and Again
And do nothing to it
Just sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.

I admit it
I just kept losing it
‘Cause you got the right to hate me
To had me despised
Unloved
Reviled
Hated
Loathed
Build me up and break me down
Like an old abandoned house

I admit it
I just kept losing it
‘Cause I just can’t afford to lose you
The sight of your sweet smile
The symphony O’ melody of our conversation
The shards O’ memoirs of you and me
The times when we do stuffs in each and other's company
The feeling from your concern
Which drowns me in love
Every now and then

I admit it
I just kept losing it
‘Cause what’s the meaning of eternity
When your laughter seemingly light up my brief life
And froze my time when you’re around?

I admit it
I just kept losing it
‘Cause I need more time to work on this
To keep a secret intact
To maintain my sanity when I sees you
To hide our tale
From anyone else
Besides you and me

I admit it
I just kept losing it
‘Cause the phantasmagoria of you
Lurks around me
The silhouette of your loving presence
Delivers me from my grievance
And makes me a delusional “me”

So,
Please listen

I admit it
I just kept losing it
‘Cause I’m as awkward as I said I won’t be
And I betrayed my own promise
With my only craving :
To be loved
And to be forgiven
Again and again

p.s. So, gseus you cna’t raed tihs, wcihh I hpoe not to be hgiepapnng. Wlel, olny 55 out of 100 ppoeple can raed tihs. So, I hpoe you can untrdnesadd how srroy I am for cgiuasng mcuh tborule tlil now………. Tatt day, I cuase tborule for you, dndi’t I? Srroy……..