久违了

 

久违了

失望

是多么就没有感受到了

多么的深刻

多么的刻骨铭心

就一次

从此被你改观

你

和你

让我失望了

你们还敢称自己是基督徒？？

背着人作这种东西？？

你们还管天上的哪一位天父吗？？

你们破坏的

不只是与神的关系

还有其他关心你的人

甚至是我的关系

对不住

你们太让我失望了

 ...

The syndrome drew on, somehow I realize that it intensifies from the time I realize that it is corroding me, bits by bits. I’m astonished myself at how I view people these days. No, I am not exaggerating. I’m just so shocked that I changed a lot after coming into this education institute.

Is it selective Mutation??

Is it adaptation to the surrounding to ensure survival??

Now I start to read people more and more, their gestures,their emotions, their reactions, even a flick of eye, or a roll of the iris is not missed. What caused this much details?? Do they actually matter?? Or am I making myself crazy slowly?? Deep down in my heart, I think I know that everyone is facing the same trouble too, to find a ground to stand on in this place. To be recognized, to be acknowledged their humble existence. Everyone craves to be somebody, not a nobody. 

Not to be just some Joshua, but THE JOSHUA.

Is this some psyche theory?? I wonder.

...

Every second lapsed by is another moment of me missing you

Every drops from the sky is a pounding wish to see you

Every chirp of bird you hear is a melody I sang for you

About our story

About you

About me

About you and me