Dear
Blog.
It’s
been quite somewhile since I last visited and leave a word or two. For the time
being, I’m just really occupied with settling myself down in this comfy little
home of mine. Well, if truth be told, it feels really good and at long last, at
ease when I stepped into this physical sanctuary of mine once again.
True
enough, even if the world would go against you, home is the only place where we
can find no one that’ll try to put us in harm ways.
Family
won’t ever leave or give up on you, nor will they forsake you.
I thank
God for them, and I hope that in this 2 months, I can spend enough time with
them so I won’t regret when I move forward with my life, further away from all
of them.
…
There’s
something that I wanted to tell you. Something so small I think people wouldn’t
even notice, like how they wouldn’t notice the fact that when they slept
tonight, it’ll be June already when they woke up the next morning.
Speaking
of which, it’s really 1st of June already tomorrow. I can’t help but
find myself amused by the fact that I, for one also almost missed this little
common sense.
People
reflects.
Human
reciprocates whatever that they see, hear, or feel.
I smile
at you. You smile back. I treat you with kindness. You treat me the same. I love you. You love me back. Simple as that.
Humans
are so predictable that it is only normal for them to reciprocate whatever that
was given to them.
Well
then. How do you define true love??
You do
not find true love just by showing someone care and loving them whole
heartedly. They just merely reciprocate your care for them, and ultimately
disappoints your quest to seek for love that last.
Worst
more, they themselves are so screwed up that they are confused too when they
try to love you back, which in the end get your hopes high up, and throw you
down.
Into the
deep hole of abyss.
...
Boo
The Past only feels so distant to me for now,
Everything feels so different from what it use to be.
Though there were sleepless nights, shedding of tears,
and constant ache in the chest
I believe all these are what that defines me for now
and outside
I am a blooming summer,
and for once in a long time,
I'm breathing.
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