Crossroad

We come to crossroads that determines what do we want to pursue in our life.

But often enough, many distraction seem to blur our visions, keeping us from attaining what we truly need in this brief and short life.

We try to find someone who knows us from the inside out. But in the process we often lost ourselves, become someone who totally differs from who we are, just so we can be with someone who weren't meant for us. 

Shouldn't we just be ourselves, so that people can love us for who we are?

We try to gain great achievement in our life. But in the process we worn ourselves out, fighting so hard, giving up so much that what we have achieve can't really compensate the price that we've paid.

Shouldn't we just take one step at a time, and be contended with what we have at hand, cause it's an achievement itself??

We try to fulfill our dreams. But in the process our hearts become so wild that we are no longer satisfied with our little dreams. We dreamt bigger and forget of how simple our dreams used to be. 

Shouldn't we always remember how beautiful our dreams use to be and stay true to it??

We try to live a meaningful life. But in the process we stray away and searched for meaning in wrong places. We got hurt. We got disappointed while the truth is just out there trying to call out to us, but we are just too busy to hear that.

What on earth do I want??

And what on earth do I deserve??

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It's between every laugh and smiles that I realize

 That I am getting better