Graduation

It's been a long while since I've last updated. Not cool at all. I wonder what have happen to my blogging life, once so active, now left only occasional visits and updates. I'm so sorry guys for the inactivity. I'll be back with more creative ways to bring you guys into my world.

Meanwhile, i'll be updating on several past occasions as try to settle into this familiar-yet-new back-at-home life.

Graduation Night @ Pan Pacific Hotel KLIA

Thanks so much guys for the memories worth 1.5 Years,

Towards the end of the graduation night,

I've realize how much had we affect and influence, 

perhaps change each other,

to be a different person from who we once were when we first stepped into 

This ugly and lousy college.

Without everyone of you, I'll never be who am I today.

Thank you. 

...

Anyways, who think that graduation is a very good thing??

For KTT-ians, it's a nightmare to be beared

A VIP room which we have no access to

A bucket of raisins on the floor??

*wanna pick up and eat lar wei... can mar??*

*Siao ar you, who know it's poison??*

Random

A stupid VIP who bored everyone with her so called " a-very-short-please-bear-with-me-speech "

BORING!!!! (refer to the one on the stage)

For those who has smart, it's sure something to cherish for because this time can be used to take more photos and perhaps used to indulged in each of their respective favourite apps.

However, we, the three kuching dudes, got something as compensation :

Lim JI JI

Jonathan

And lastly me, thought i got a giant teddy, but turns out to be a pillow.. == So much for the second prize.

finally, shot of the day :

The dude who's so contented after eating all the food that's gonna ruin his tummy the next day.

F.Y.I, Most of the students who have had the lamb chop prepared during the feast suffered from food poisoning the next day

七彩回忆录

18 个月，我欣然回到原点

以前多么响往自由翱翔的日子，现在回到这里，什么改变了？

身高没变

名字没变

幼稚天真的心情失去了踪影

眼里看的世界不一样了

灰朦一片

黑白无常

胸膛扩了

心胸狭窄了

如果你问我可不可以回到从前

我会说不能

这些所有的一切

把我定格在此刻

一切所经历的

造就了今天的我

也辗碎了那疲惫的心灵

离开这地之前

想了许多

我到底能不能鼓起勇气

勇敢面对前方离开彼此的生活？

只是短短的三个月

却发现我好像活不下去了

一年半的欢笑

一年半的陪伴

一年半的眼泪

一年半的激励

一年半的奋斗

一年半的等待

等待完了

却不舍得离去

好像世界可以停止一样

我输了

一年半你们给我的一切

有再苦的回忆都好

我都不舍得忘掉

你们已成为了我心里的一部分

取代了我失去的另一部分

我变哑巴了

但我懂得珍惜了

许多人有不同的方式来保存回忆

就让我在这孤单的夜

独自追忆

那些年

我们一起奋斗的日子

朋友们，想你们了

Pre-graduation syndrome

Photos... As promised. Looking back I realized how many time have past and slipped away when we're so busy setting eyes on things that are not important in our life. Anyways, those little things in life are what makes life interesting, and colour life into a spectrum of radiance.

Most awesome Big 2 combo in the game. (One go )

Bug's life in a plate of curry rice 

"Seriously do you see that?? OMG that's a small cockroach"

"So what are you gonna do then??"

"Just ignore it lar.. eh you don't tell other people ar..."

(Next day, whole KTT student knows and boycott the shop)

*Power of KTT Gossips*

Anyone sleeps like a cocoon during a hot day?? 

Oh there he is.

A stupid Cicada which flew and is amputated by the ceiling fan on full speed.

On seach for the head.....

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where's the head??

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There, rest in pieces.

Oh well, end of another unproductive night... ><

Finally conquered Mega mac. Two layer burger with four beef pastries, two cheese, and two layer of veges, and it's MEGA!!

A girl who's fascinated over happy meal toy

1.This is what I do when i'm angry

2.I'm angry when i'm bored

3. I'm bored when the shop serving the dish is slow

4. Shop serving dish slow when the chef is some cutlery degree holder

5. When the chef is some cutlery degree holder, I'll do this.

Kajang Satay! POPULAR MUST TRY

Oops.... shhhh....

Church/collegemates @ last week together in church

Forever alone~

I heart ALU 12 . <3 p="p">

The picture speaks for itself

Happy birthday Bro!!

I think my humour came back a bit after the hectic A2 exams. I guess I'm slowly coming to my oldself? A goodsign apparently. Going to officially graduate from the college tomorrow, and i promise i'll make myself look good in the dinner tomorrow night and say proper goodbye to every friends that i have. And i promise i will take lotsa lotsa pictures. 

Promise is a promise. 

But if promise is not meant to be broken, what is??

wondering.

HIYA!!!!!!! =D

I slowly made my way to the source of the light. The blinding source seem distant but the very view of it warm up my heart. What is it that is waiting at the other side of the light? What is that that was forgotten throughout the course of study, endless revision, and waves follow by waves of exams? An unknown world awaits, as I shield my tiny eyes from the shining light, at the same time trying to make up the shape that makes up the whole outside world, my heart beats wildly as it anticipates a sign of relief from stresses and unreasonable bombardment of stupid test questions.

And the veil of light is removed before my eyes, slowly as my eyes began to adjust to the light outside, i can feel my heart jumped in delight. 

Wait. What's this??
Why is everything so different??
Everyone??

Help...

Oh well, we finally finished our A2 exam, which also means completing the A level pre-university education. Everything is gone just like that, all efforts, and hardwork all poured into the coming A level result which will be revealed on the 21st of January 2013, which will ultimately determine my fate of whether to go to india or just simply indonesia. Other than that, i think we have a lot of catch up to do.

Friends, I miss you.
And me myself, I miss myself too. I mean, the old me.

At least the O' demon of examinations is not stopping me from being nice this time round huh?
And i think i haven't been updating and upload any photos on this blogosphere since long right??

HMMM...
Coming right up!

Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Anorexic

Can't feel any weirder after the coming back from the long hiatus.
Exam is now on going and sadly extremely excruciating. Many things happened. People are pushed to their limits. And many problem emerges, need to be faced and solved.

I think I'm so loosely attached to everything, in a way I tend to seclude myself from everything, and think that it's even okay when it is not. Merely by reflect on myself and my condition, I know that I'm now non-existent, and not significant in the community.

Why is that so??
Maybe its because I've never really rooted in any place since I was born?
All my life I've encountered many times of switching environment, moving into new places, change school. All that, with new norms, new friends, and new characteristics developed to adapt to the new surrounding.

And from all that, I've never really emotionally attached to any people or places long enough for me to feel complacent with my life. If truth be told, do I really know the complacency that I am seeking? Why can't things be any easier?

It's not cool at all to victimized myself like this, but I just don't know how to get out of it. What is the thing that I'm seeking??

19 more days to the end of A2.