Looking
outside the window
Everything
seemed like a reminder of sorrows
Draping
crescent echoed heart that is hollow
Silent
cries claws in the serene glow
Carefully
you took your steps and fled
Leaving
behind promises so broken
Nothing
seems to feel right anymore
Lest for
the chaos, turmoil that ricocheted in disarray
You
stumbled in and bring wonders into my life
And left
and strike me down just as fast
I was so
unwell before
And yet
so torn down again before I’m given the chance to heal
Tell me
What are
words if you really don’t mean them when you say them?
What are
words if they are only for good times then they are gone?
Do you
even know?
Do you
even care?
Had you
known that the pain dwells in the heart?
Had you
known that the memories haunt like nightmares?
Had you
known that this is a torture unlike any other?
Had you
known that I still care, from the bottom of my heart??
As I lay
dying
I try to
reach for the hand that holds
For the
shoulder that is always there
For the
ear that listens
For the
heart that understands
For the
voices that soothes
For the
comfort that calms my restless heart.
But little
did I know
That
they are no longer there
And that
I can only stare at my own death looking back at me
Stealing
bits of me day by day
Like a
fish dying in an ocean that forsakes it.
And
little did I know
That
this little bittersweet trance
Kills me
inside out
Breaks
me down and build me up
A freak that smiles while hurting
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