Anesthetic, Anyone??

Peculiar. Strange. It's something that everyone doesn't want to face, or even come to know about it. The last time. When it comes to people, we may often think. Is this the last of him?? Will we meet again?? Will our life clash again together?? Something for thought, we'll never know when our last time is. Maybe you've just fight with your mortal enemy, beware, this isn't the last of him/her. Maybe you are with your lover now, beware, this is maybe the last time you guys get together. I'm pretty disturbed by the fact that reality always pull tricks on people who thinks that they're controlling the situation. You think you might remain, but sadly, you might be the first one leaving. You got the sense of it??

What i want you to see is, the cruelty of this dejected world. Which time will be your last time??? I bet uncertainty bested all of us. Just like the song says, " Years make everything alright". Everything passes by as time passses. Nothing is last time, it's just merely the perception of human, the mentality of rendering a happening/experience as a different encounter unlike anything else.

Speaking of the last time, Tomorrow will be the last time form 5 secondary students of the previous year gather in our former school and receive our results, reaping what we sow the previous year. Will the outcome be good?? Many people doubt it, even the best among us whinned about his "birthday hex" that he's going to face the worst lucky of his life.

To tell everyone honestly, i'm afraid of my own result too, i fear that the result that i get is not up to my expectation, not sufficient for me to pursue my dream career : dentist. What if my result won't fit the criteria of becoming a dentist?? What if my result sucked like hell?? Currently worrying for someone too, wish her all the best for her result.

And no, all those "hey, you can do well.", "wow, I bet you're going to get straight As!!" comfort isn't really comforting. Dude, what if the reality prove otherwise?? Those who are not helping are really scattering.

Friends, now i value your encouragement above all else.
Love ones, now your prayer for me is all i want.