Trust Issues

Trust. Something that you can never seek and take for granted. When people trust you, they do it willingly, not because that you're trusthworthy, not because you're an adorable being that deserved to be trusted, not even because you're honest.

People believe you out of love and trust.

People believe you because they're willing to do so, no need you to ask.

People believe because they choose to do so.

People believe you because they feel secure by trusting you.

But have you ever thought how much a person's trust cost?? Depends. Maybe you're the one who treasures people's trust in you so much that you would want to maintain this time till no time ; or you may be the kind of take-everything-for-granted scum that played with trust people have with you, not appreciating it, and shatter it with lies and betrayals.

To the world's irony, most people doesn't value people's trust until they lost it. It's a despairing irony that you're willing to juggle with all these fragile trust and cry over it when all these trust are shattered, dying away. It's always too late when you realize that nobody trust you anymore.

Are you willing to believe when a person tell you that "i always trust you" ?? what are you going to do about it?? Let him continue to trust you?? Or what??

Please bear in mind, that trust grows with time. Trust takes time to build but shattered in a brief moment. Broken trust takes more time and harder to rebuild. So, please don't make fun of other's trust in you.

"Now what if someone tells you that he can't believed?? He's so sincere and honest that he told you that he might betray you. Can you still trust him since he's so honest with you in this?? Or should you just let go, take back all the trust??"

Wondering,
B.J.A



P.S. Having stinging sensation while trying to breath in through nose, symptom have been relaying for days. Grandma warned me long ago that grandpa used to have the same symptom and in the end he had Nasal cancer. Haven't made up my mind to bring up this problem to a medical professional.