"Nothing we can't make it through together"

Is there anything that we can't make it through together?? You use to tell me yes. As a matter of fact, you're the one who convince me that we can solve every problem, as long as we're together.

Now, has it become merely empty promise??

Is it a stupid joke somehow???


In fact, you're the one that makes me believe that i live in a fairy tale, that happy ending is everyone's ending. That as long as i be the good guy, we'll prosper in the end, like those prince and princess in their lovable stories. In the present, reality taught us a lesson, hitting me hard. Honestly, i keep on thinking what i've been lacking. What is it that lacks within me that you've decide to give up??

April Fool's day is coming really soon.... are you pulling prank on me?? Is everything so far a lame joke?? Will i get everything back on 1st of April??



It's really hard to see someone who cares for you change slowly to someone who doesn't even care. Hurts as much as dying as you became solemn and mean as reality slowly changes you. How?? more friends?? Less solitary life?? got bored for one who deeply cares for you though in a boring way?? change of heart??

You're no longer you. You've changed. And i am the one remaining the same, remaining as one who loves you.

Is this the cruelty of the world??? Have a feeling that fate and destiny played me. Am i the good guy getting the bad karma?? or the other way around?? Is there right or wrong in this?? Am i wrong?? Are you wrong?? Are we both wrong??




And the thing that saddens me the most is that it seemed so easy for you to let go, and yet i can hardly let go...



I'm still not ready to move on..........