日光之下

I always hate it when my life goes out of control, when my life crash into a mess, when what's suppose to happen doesn't happen, and things that shouldn't happen happens. , There's nothing that i can blame aside from me myself.

So what's wrong??

Me, having a sudden crush and ultimate love for the sweet habit of sleeping, now suffers from a fiasco life. Friends said that i screwed up my biological clock. Maybe i did, having naps in the noon, sleeps during evening, and turned in for the day early in the night, waking up late the next day with a bad stupid mood. Hmph.

And i missed a lot of stuffs that happened when i'm sound sleeping. Maybe that's the whole point why i'm so angry at myself. i slaked back a lot.

And YOU promised me that you'll just be around the corner, taking my yoke when i can't seem to feel  you, carry me up when i feel helpless about my life. I can only hope that it's true...

I want to learn to be found still faithful to YOU at the end of the day, because i'm weak, i admit, and i believe that through me, YOUR perfect strength will be revealed.

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Cool Bliss. Starry Night. Half Moon dangling above the singing lonewolf.

I enjoy singing a lot and music have always been my passion for life. As i delved into the realm of music, i realize that music has been a part of my soul that functions as the expression of my emotion, the shout out ofnmy deepest thoughts, and the revealing my darkest world lingering within my ownself.

Drum. Anger. Life.

Guitar. Accoustic. Romance.

Piano. Sorrow. Loneliness.

People always tell me how nice my singing is, since the first compliment i have when i was 8.

"Hey, you've got an extraordinary voice, it's really soothing and nice. Now, you must use your voice for God, use it for his Glory"

That's what i got.
A sister tried very hard to convince me that i'm specially gifted in bringing out the emotion of the music itself while i think it was just nothing. Well, i'm sure there are more people better than me.

But i certainly can't deny the fact that fate had chained binds me and music from my birth until now.

How does it feel like to be a singer, a member of a band, or a musician that plays different songs from day to day, as if music is their entire being??

It must be fun.

Actually being a dentist is never my dream.

But dreams and reality are indeed far.

so i chose to embrace reality.