年末回顾


2013

2014


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一年前,我离这里还有6000多公里。

2013年,真的是快得不得了
可是感觉上又像过了十年。
老了很多
经历了很多
颓废了很多
变了很多

回顾2013,那个男孩,
已经不在了。

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A Review 

I don't feel like I've lived 365 days this year.
Rather, I Feel like this year has only 200 days. 

Just feels like its so freaking fast, and without me knowing, 2013 has gone for good and here comes 2014. And I am so caught in between that I don't really know what is the right way to close this year, and prepare myself for the next.

Owh, definitely not those "New Year, New Me"-ish stuffs, or any new year resolutions. I am so not gonna do those kind of stuffs cause it just werent my kind of thing, and it doesnt work.

So what's next??

I can only wish that I will be enough for everyone 
Always Good Enough, and always just enough.

Cause if I am not good enough, I cant really do anything about it. I am me, and there's no way I need to change my nature and deny who I am just so I can be "good enough" for one or two. 

That's not what I want.
I am living my life out loud.

Happy New Year. =)


Reminiscence


Okay, this is not exactly like what I’ve expected.

I resolved to resume my blogging career a while back and realize that, time isn’t really a friend of mine on this and I couldn’t really find the leisure time to blog my heart out on this space.

*Knock Knock* Is anybody still here??

Uni life sucks, and there isn’t really any free time anymore ( though you can literally caught me lying on the bed and do nothing. =P ), with medical and dental books that will never exhaust themselves in shoving new and raw information into my 8GB only brain. Furthermore, there’s family, friendship and relationships to juggle with. I can only say, wow, what a life. Luckily I can at least find comfort by the fact that there are still people out there who do blog.

Anyways, what the hell had I done that made me ended up in India?? I guess this will always be a life mystery, of how a boy with playful nature ended up as a miserable university scholar slash nerd.

And I am almost 21, without me realizing.



And living in India really made me think back of those days when I am studying back in Malaysia. Things are really really different back then. Though we have lotsa cash right now, but its never enough when we compare to those times when you can have half a dozen of guys staying under the same roof, and joke, play, and study together.

A bunch of guys gossiping in the same room, making fun of each other, or at the very least have a company in the midst of tackling the exams. It’s all a guy could ask for in his uni life. But alas, look at us now. We could now only face our respective textbooks and the dark and lonely night ahead, in two different countries, 5 different places.

I am having you all in my mind, my bunch of guys.  It’s a sad thing to realize that now everything is just a blurred memory from a distant past. We are all on our way, towards a same, but yet different future ahead of us.

At least we used to not play alone, jog alone, sing alone, study alone, and get intimidated alone. =P


And I am facing the end of 2013. Frankly this year had been freakishly fast and I cant even grasp a single Idea what I’ve done, or what actually happened in my life. All I feel like it’s a big ZOOM and I am here, holding lecron carvers and wax blocks.


If I could just gather a recollections of memories and review, maybe I will get something out of this fast and furious year, some other time

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