Laughters………

I’m a guy who likes to laugh a lot, which makes me not natural while trying to smile in front of the camera. I don’t know whether I’m not pro at it (Which means I’m not good at modeling), or just simply the fact that I smiled too much.

Well, that day I went to a studio to take photo with the choir members. When I’m ask to do some pose or just simply smile, flash-your-most-handsome-smile thingy. I just fail it, can’t smile naturally. In all the photos, I appeared to be smiling bitterly, or retardedly, which makes me feels that I’m not feeling happy at all.

I faced this problem for all the years since I was born, maybe I had the problem cause I always say “cheese” (with wide mouth and all the teeth coming out) when I take photo….. so…… I think I should change it no matter what. Well, I know that my smile is charming when I am smiling in my daily life……(maybe you can tell me about it, whether my smile is charming or not, when you sees me)

*perasan*…….*hehe*…..


*Holiday Hajimeh !!!! (“hajimeh” means begin in Japanese)

Test….. Tough

18/5/2009 – BM and BI
“Crap!! The BM paper seems like no end…. But in the end, just make it, barely…. Whew…. I write three solid pages for that. Well, English, crap it too, cause for no reason…. It’s quite easy though”

19/5/2009 – Add Math and Mathematics
“Ooh…. Nothing is worst than the add math paper, looks like I make the same mistake twice……. Well, better luck next time……. The situation during the paper is 99% accurate as below :

Oh, Shoot! This is damn hard, skip it………
Yeah, it’s easy…..spend 5++ minute on it since I got 2 hours…. Haha
After 1 hour and 50 minutes…….
Oh no…. I still got a lot to be completed!!! SHOOT! SHOOT!!! SHOOT!!!!!!”

20/5/2009 – EST and Biology
“ oh well, the bio paper is quite easy, but I had made the mistake that I usually make in my life…. Procrastinating and being blur….. well, I actually wrote that blood cell crenates, shrinks in distilled water……

Oh, my bro become grandpa for his pet fishes…”

21/5/2009 – Chemistry 1 and 2
“Nothing’s special, just glad that I make it….. Read things that are not suppose to be read before test…. And it actually helped!”

22/5/2009 – Prisip Perakauan 1 and 2
This is not fair!!!!! Those guys that are not taking Prisip perakauan ins’t here!!!!! (well, take note, Account is not read as “ A-Kaun”, it’s pronounce as “Er-Kaun”, so don’t make Malaysia sia soi by saying “akaun, akaun” everywhere…. It’s Er-kaun.) Guess those guys will get high marks for Sejarah Tommorrow……..

Well, in akaun, something interesting happened. Aizat became the owner of some fragrance shop called A-wangi, with Hannah and Karen as the “Pengurus”. As for Amy and Mei Wen, they had their own company. Evon got a gift shop. Sean is a secretary in one of the shop. Whereas me, Joshua owns a computer shop……

I don’t want to be a computer freak !!!!!”

23/5/2009 – Sejarah
“First of all, I’m still quite sure with my sejarah at first, I keep study the Islam part, where a lot of stranger’s name popped up….

(before the question paper is handed down….)

Ali Mutallib……..
Amir binti Fuhairah……
….. ( sure about what I hafal, keep on hafal-ing)

(after the question paper is in hand…)

Oh.. shoot… I forgot all!!!!!!!


Guys… this is called black out during the exam……

Random Stuffs………

1. First aid relay is today……….. I would like to say “thank you” for those who attend and abandon their studies….. and to those who are “study conscious”, who leave me alone facing this problem…. I actually almost indulge in the most dangerous thing in my life, for me. That’s climbing on SMK Green Road’s rooftop, just to reach Sick room to get First aid kit. (my senior actually tell me to be careful because if I fell down and got injured, they can’t help me because they don’t have bandages with them……)

2. I worked for my dad in his gardening work. Dad actually brings back a big big pile of topsoil (by using a lorry), 11 metre cube. So, if I can move 1 metre cube of top soil into his lawn, or perhaps our backyard, I’ll be paid RM6. it’s quite worthwhile, for a kid who never worked like me (shows that I’m pretty easy to be tricked). But LOOK!!! I got blisters on my hand now!!!! Can’t work…. Urgh, I just moved 1.5 metre cube.

3. Exam is coming but I’m totally not ready yet!!!!!

4. Rimpa for the novel “terminal tiga” is a psycho who TALKS TO HIMSELF!!!!!

5. My brain cracked for about 1nm because I’m caught off guard by form 3’s mathematic theories….. hahax….. terminal memory loss

6. I missed my Japanese songs so much that I’m listen to it now, which I stopped listening to before PMR

7. I miss DOTA, the game I’m playing during PMR!

8. I think I’ll become a Kung-fu chicken soon, got black spots on my eyes…..

9. Signing off, although I don’t have to……

10. Sign off

Reflections……

I wondered what had happened to me. Always think about things seriously, and then easily feel guilty (in the sense of doing-nothing-wrong-but-still-feel-guilty), always feels that I’m not skill enough to be able to finish a multiple of task. And recently I kept on doing self-reflections, relate recent incident with what’s going on to me, then this is the story :

Everyone knows that I’m the kind of teenager that likes to play with kids, who likes to kid with kids. (ask anyone in my church and probably someone will tell you that, I’m the most kid-kidding teenager in the church)

Then, this kid, whom I consider quite elder and cute. I used to kid with the kid with the stern look of mine, (look at the kid then say nothing) till the kid turns away. Well, the kid always turns away with weird weird expression on its face.

Then, one day I come to realize that I shouldn’t do that, that might scare the kid or even spoil our relationship. So I changed my style….

Things don’t just get better, it got worse.

Once, I was smilling with the little kid but the kid just stare at me with a stern look…

??????

Is this Karma??????

What the????

I think the kid hate me very much now….

And I’m quite sad with that……….

I’m sorry, little kid, if you can read this blog, sorry for playing such a useless and heart-breaking joke with you. I realize that it’s no good and it’s fool to play that kind of joke….. Would you just forgive me?

Happy Parents Day!!!!

well, i just sing asong recently, it's quite funny, maybe you guys will find it difficult to understand it. cause i got it with my lame sense.... to those who got no lame sense, sorry, no explaination will be given, but i'll try my best! *.*

Okay, it sounded like this :

哦 ba (dad) ma (mom), 我 ai ni (love you)
哦 ba (dad) ma (mom), 我 ai ni (love you)

*sorry, there's some problem with my chinese star, the word turn super tiny when i type the words....

okay, it sounded like a normal parent's song.. let me change it to pin-yin :

O-Ba-Ma, Wo-Ai-Ni
O-Ba-Ma, Wo-Ai-Ni

don't get anything.... let me merge the pinyin :

Obama, woaini
Obama, Woaini

last clue, wo ai ni means "i love you"
if you can't figure this out, you're sure one with no lame sense...
Guess
guess
Wreck your Brain!!!!!

let me switch it to what i had in my mind

Obama, i love you
Obama, i love you

pretty lame isn't it?

drop comment to tell me how you figure it out....

Emoticons……….

PLEASE HAD PATIENCE WHILE YOU READ THIS POST, this is how I share my feelings to you, my dear readers…..

For this post I give it a T.T .

Well, I suppose everyone who studies in 4S1 knows about this. Well, XXXXXXXXXXX, your guess is correct this will be the next post after the day the thing happened. Post some comments to show me that you had read the blog. Really appreciate it.

Well, the situation started when a particular *ahem* teacher *ahem* provoked me. I was sitting beside of Lawrence, who is usually obedient and who observe school rules no matter what, the regular kind of “good civilian. Then, the teacher suddenly criticize me, who was sitting there quietly.

She say : “ those who are very talkative are not worthy to be treated like a friend. They can be a friend, but not a best friend” (or something like that). Worst still, she actually stared at me, all the while she say those words.

I swear that I did not talk all the while before teacher say those hurtful words. So, I sort of refuted the teacher’s critics by telling him : “ I was sitting here all the while and suddenly she just “shoot” me. What had I done wrong ??” She just called me up, as she saw what had I done : talking for the first time during that period.

*Madam, I’m really disappointed when you acted as if you’re the law. You did that for a couple of times from the start of the year and everyone is not comfortable with your existence. I clarify that I wasn’t sleeping during the chorale speaking practice, I was just leaning on my hands, and I can understand that you misunderstood that I was sleeping. But, you should not accuse me for sleeping in the class, even though I try to explain, you cutted my words. It’s a huge disappointment and you spoiled my impression about teachers. But I’m not here to criticize you, revenge and retaliation is not going to end if I sorta blame you more. You’re super duper responsible but just that you think that you’re one “Mrs-right”. You almost push me to the limit to hate you, but luckily I calm my emotions even though my friends is confirmed that I’m going to hate you till the very end. But, I decided to forgive you, even though I think I’m not worthy enough to do that, in your eyes. I’ll pray desperately for you, that our teacher-student relationship will get better and better. And if you don’t know, I usually gave people bad impressions before they get to know me, so hope you’ll try to understand me better, to discover that being talkative is my nature, and I’m trying my best to be everyone else best-friends, cause GOD love me first and I had to love the others……….* ~VOICE FROM HEART

Tell, me what should I do, my friends ?
Hope Madam doesn’t read blogs
Log off…….