It started out as a feeling
When we brushed passed each other
Sometime
Somewhere where no one ever remembered
With the reverberating echo
“Helo”
“Hi”
Something in you arouse my attention
Was it your smile??
Or your lively attitude??
I’ll never know what
That has struck up somersaults in my tummy.
I started to look forward to the day
The day when we actually meet up
To talk to you
To see you appearing in my sight
And vanished the next slight moment
There, then.
I started to write messages
Messages meant for you
But not meant to be delivered
I started to steal glimpse of you
As you walked pass me
Sometimes without any interaction
And
That’s when I start to mouth “I like you” behind your back
As the green speck of you apparated into the blue ocean of people
Then soon,
You became
The thought that started the morning
The name that came into my mind before I dozed off
The person that I spend my time with
In my seemingly pointless dreams.
I found out that something had to be done.
Mustering all my courage
I approached you
Through means of phone calls, messages and etc etc
Though I tried to sound as normal as I could
But your serenity struck me dumb
Killing my sanity bits by bits.
For sometime I found out that
I actually held my breath as you walked by
As if scared you have acknowledge my lowly presence
Comparing to your lovable character
I started to care for what you feel
Fearing I might hurt you
Trying my best to make your day better
Without you knowing it.
Then,
As we gets closer
Something crazy cooked up as I frenzied
Doing something that’s not suppose to be my doing
As I witness the blue rose fell into your lap.
There, there
I wish to say no more
There, there
It’s how it all started
There, there
Our lives entwine to form a implicit tale
Which belongings are mine and yours.P.S. ^^
SPECIAL DEDICATION FOR SPECIAL SOMEONE
I'll tell what i want to say......
okay...... i know this can be too over but...... i'm still going to say it....... first of all, it's my blog okay???? second of all, i mean no offend or critism or sarcasm in this post. this is only my point of view and how i think about........
Okay, when we organize the big type of event........ sometimes, when things got out of hand, or when the result isn't that good or the "sambutan" from the activity isn't that good...... people will start blaming people.....
"hey, why you...........?"
"no..... it's suppose to ......'s fault..... he's the one delaying....."
"delaying....... i saw you're the one procrastinating while carrying out the planning, if you.........earlier, we won't get trouble like now....."
Yeah yeah yeah..... blame all you want, but you guys ain't reaching a thing : conclusion.
for me, i think when something is not up to our standard, we should held discussions instead of a "blaming-judging session " to point accusing fingers on. sometimes, haiz..... just don't blame...... you may hurt someone heart.....
of course, i really think you guys should plan carefully before the real event starts. by stating the specific timing and the exact moment to execute some of the "commands". i know and you know and everyone knows that sometimes misunderstanding do occur and we may misunderstood what was meant by other people. so, because of this misunderstandings.......... mistakes occured and TADA! bad things happens.
so, conclusion : plan carefully before you guys had the event/activity.
oKAY.... here's the "what i think" part : the recent big activity that we're having *tut* in the dewan *tut*, for me, it's a TOTAL FAILURE.........
i mean, for me la............
i know there's part of the fault that belongs to me.............
cause we're a team right???
for me, i think it failed cause :
Okay, when we organize the big type of event........ sometimes, when things got out of hand, or when the result isn't that good or the "sambutan" from the activity isn't that good...... people will start blaming people.....
"hey, why you...........?"
"no..... it's suppose to ......'s fault..... he's the one delaying....."
"delaying....... i saw you're the one procrastinating while carrying out the planning, if you.........earlier, we won't get trouble like now....."
Yeah yeah yeah..... blame all you want, but you guys ain't reaching a thing : conclusion.
for me, i think when something is not up to our standard, we should held discussions instead of a "blaming-judging session " to point accusing fingers on. sometimes, haiz..... just don't blame...... you may hurt someone heart.....
of course, i really think you guys should plan carefully before the real event starts. by stating the specific timing and the exact moment to execute some of the "commands". i know and you know and everyone knows that sometimes misunderstanding do occur and we may misunderstood what was meant by other people. so, because of this misunderstandings.......... mistakes occured and TADA! bad things happens.
so, conclusion : plan carefully before you guys had the event/activity.
oKAY.... here's the "what i think" part : the recent big activity that we're having *tut* in the dewan *tut*, for me, it's a TOTAL FAILURE.........
i mean, for me la............
i know there's part of the fault that belongs to me.............
cause we're a team right???
for me, i think it failed cause :
- we didn't reach our target
- the speaker is somehow insuitable, i think
- no one's interested, know it by people coming in out in out in out
- we failed
i really think we should work better next time, no delaying, procrastinating, day-dreaming, etc etc.........
i know sometimes the academic is too heavy for us to care of other things but........... you just have to sacrifice...........
again, i remind you : i'm sorry too......
got a lot of things to do recently till 4/4
- dances on 4/4
- meeting on 28/3
- singing on 4/4
- iscf sharing, which already passed
- RC stuffs, hint : cleaner
- flaggy day
- stacks of homework
- treat my blurry attitude
i'm still in the hol mood la...... need to get out........
IF YOU THINK THE ABOVE TALK IS TOO OVER......... just don't feel bad, i mean nothing bad....... if you can learn something through it........... then it's GOOD! really, i don't meant to criticise anyone or any associates........ just what i think...
p.s. i like who you like
STREAMING STREAMY STREAM STREAMYX
for the first time in my life....
my fifteen years of TM- dial up life.......
i finally got streamyx!!!!!!!
SO happy....
SO high....
but..........
don't know what to do with it......
faster blogging?? let's see.........
some teacher teaches with a toy!!!!!!
ZOOM IN>>>>>>
TADA!!!!!!
p.s. It's just nice like this...... i really enjoy the kind of way we're living now...... thanks!!!!!!
my fifteen years of TM- dial up life.......
i finally got streamyx!!!!!!!
SO happy....
SO high....
but..........
don't know what to do with it......
faster blogging?? let's see.........
some teacher teaches with a toy!!!!!!
ZOOM IN>>>>>>
Panther coming into view....
ZOOM IN>>>>>
TADA!!!!!!
Q: how does the pic of the snake help in curing the poisonous fatal snake bite??
A: to find the snake to get the venom.(by francis poh)
if you find the snake the people already die lo.......
p.s. It's just nice like this...... i really enjoy the kind of way we're living now...... thanks!!!!!!
HOLA Y'ALL!!
Finally, back from MIRI.....
MISS kuching very much...... Especially all of you....... my bunch of readers......
Gonna do a little bit sharing on the EMYCC, East Malaysia Youth Choir Camp.....
Starting from the airport......
Boarding pass (as if you guys never seen one.....)
convict 007 (looks like one.... i mean, the pose)
i know i know, i'm this sakai cause i never went on a plane for the past three years.... so, yes, i'm sakai......
MIRI
Imperial hotel
it's actually a hotel with......
guess i don't have to spell it out..... NOTE : this is not taken in KUCHING....
and this is where me, my teachers with two sons each stays... quite high class huh???? well, guess where i'm sleeping??? the hall.......
LU-CAS and JA-NE, two of the child that i had to "babysit".
well, there's two things that i had to admit.... ONE, LU-cas' really good and drawing and two, i'm really bad at drawing....
Guess which one is LUcas' and mine??
MEET raindeer...... i know it's suppose to be named "reindeer" but i actually named it after the korean rain. bought a kiddy meal just to get that, right, i'm not childish okay??
captcha in the lift...... still dizzy because of it's hyper speed. imagine it can descend from floor 5 to 1 in just 3 seconds......
still wondering why KUCHING people don't like to drink some considered "undrinkable" water and go for mineral water which doesn't even cost how much it was cause..... hygiene?? SINgaporeans are better in this, think they won't survive if the clean water source is depleted??...... *oops*
me
MEGA hotel, it's actually not so MEGA at all,compared to the imperial hotel. just five minutes walk from there...... this is where we have all the practices... and the concert's here also......
YEs, i'm in........
then, it took me a while to realize that lucas has the same name as me.....
well, according to some realiable source, this camp is participated by over 600 choir members from all over sarawak, and even our neighbour, BRUNEI...... just witness the wave of people..... GRAND.....
meet our teacher.....
she's........ good looking.... yet crazy....
i'm not accustomed to her teachings la............
she even scold us "why you guys have to make people angry then baru know how to behave??"
if i were to give an answer, it'll be :"human nature".
True bah.....
look how serious she is when she teaches....
i do not deny her talent....
she's really good at it......
going to success the botak soon.....
the botak i'm talking about....
a pro..... teacher of the previous teacher i mentioned......
he's really pro at conducting and teaching vocal... and yet funny......
the pic is taken secretly... haha......
another teacher, i say she's the best among them........
she's a professional soprano singer, specialized in listening to "life" in the song. she can actually listen to us and tells whether we're singing with our whole heart....
if we sing the song and doesn't mean it.... she knows.....
well, because she's a singer herself, she knows exactly what we lack of and what we need..... THUMBS UP!!
introducing the killing elevator..... it actually accelerates suddenly and cause chaos as people standing on it zoomed down like riding a roller coaster... scary.....
FOOD here.... brainy............ ( i mean, it looks like a brain la......)
Untuk makan, ada dua cara.....
cara satu : makan stail -5 bintang
cara dua, makan stail 2 bintang
well, interesting stuffs do happens in the camp.... like....
bread with faces
emo people.....
guards who get paid to sleep....
headless creep
kasut kilat kilat
i actually ate a packet of "wax" without knowing it..... NOTE : maggi mee are armful to health.....
after the concert..........
pic taken with teachers....
last day
the returning flight.......
fascinated by the enchanting sight.
i'm going to have streamyx soon!!!!!!!
p.s. the same old verse, again and again. each stronger and more heartwarming than the previous one........ i like you.
MISS kuching very much...... Especially all of you....... my bunch of readers......
Gonna do a little bit sharing on the EMYCC, East Malaysia Youth Choir Camp.....
Starting from the airport......
Boarding pass (as if you guys never seen one.....)
convict 007 (looks like one.... i mean, the pose)
i know i know, i'm this sakai cause i never went on a plane for the past three years.... so, yes, i'm sakai......
MIRI
Imperial hotel
it's actually a hotel with......
guess i don't have to spell it out..... NOTE : this is not taken in KUCHING....
and this is where me, my teachers with two sons each stays... quite high class huh???? well, guess where i'm sleeping??? the hall.......
LU-CAS and JA-NE, two of the child that i had to "babysit".
well, there's two things that i had to admit.... ONE, LU-cas' really good and drawing and two, i'm really bad at drawing....
Guess which one is LUcas' and mine??
MEET raindeer...... i know it's suppose to be named "reindeer" but i actually named it after the korean rain. bought a kiddy meal just to get that, right, i'm not childish okay??
captcha in the lift...... still dizzy because of it's hyper speed. imagine it can descend from floor 5 to 1 in just 3 seconds......
still wondering why KUCHING people don't like to drink some considered "undrinkable" water and go for mineral water which doesn't even cost how much it was cause..... hygiene?? SINgaporeans are better in this, think they won't survive if the clean water source is depleted??...... *oops*
me
MEGA hotel, it's actually not so MEGA at all,compared to the imperial hotel. just five minutes walk from there...... this is where we have all the practices... and the concert's here also......
YEs, i'm in........
then, it took me a while to realize that lucas has the same name as me.....
well, according to some realiable source, this camp is participated by over 600 choir members from all over sarawak, and even our neighbour, BRUNEI...... just witness the wave of people..... GRAND.....
meet our teacher.....
she's........ good looking.... yet crazy....
i'm not accustomed to her teachings la............
she even scold us "why you guys have to make people angry then baru know how to behave??"
if i were to give an answer, it'll be :"human nature".
True bah.....
look how serious she is when she teaches....
i do not deny her talent....
she's really good at it......
going to success the botak soon.....
the botak i'm talking about....
a pro..... teacher of the previous teacher i mentioned......
he's really pro at conducting and teaching vocal... and yet funny......
the pic is taken secretly... haha......
another teacher, i say she's the best among them........
she's a professional soprano singer, specialized in listening to "life" in the song. she can actually listen to us and tells whether we're singing with our whole heart....
if we sing the song and doesn't mean it.... she knows.....
well, because she's a singer herself, she knows exactly what we lack of and what we need..... THUMBS UP!!
introducing the killing elevator..... it actually accelerates suddenly and cause chaos as people standing on it zoomed down like riding a roller coaster... scary.....
FOOD here.... brainy............ ( i mean, it looks like a brain la......)
Untuk makan, ada dua cara.....
cara satu : makan stail -5 bintang
cara dua, makan stail 2 bintang
well, interesting stuffs do happens in the camp.... like....
bread with faces
emo people.....
guards who get paid to sleep....
headless creep
kasut kilat kilat
i actually ate a packet of "wax" without knowing it..... NOTE : maggi mee are armful to health.....
after the concert..........
pic taken with teachers....
last day
the returning flight.......
fascinated by the enchanting sight.
i'm going to have streamyx soon!!!!!!!
p.s. the same old verse, again and again. each stronger and more heartwarming than the previous one........ i like you.
"Hi"s and Byes...
Finally back from my mission trip in Semariang with hot updates.
Well, the first day we're doing visiting to the people living around in semariang, we meet them, interact with them, and share stuffs with them, in order to know them better.
Getting ready For visiting, ALL SET!
Well, we went to all kind of houses, with different type of people, starting from :
Facing the road........ Full of obstacles
House breeding crocs!!!
House with bird nests.....
House with papayas......
Coconut plantation.
AVATAR frenzy!!!! (picture taken with kids in one of the house)
so, guess you guys are thinking that i'm having fun in the visiting huh??? it is extremely tiring that i.........
Fell asleep.
After all, my group is considered lucky because no one chase us out from their house
FOOD!!!!!!!
We even manage to reach minimarket there and do stupid stuffs like this :
in the night, we have some health talk and the youths participating, me and a bunch of other youth had to look after the kids...... well, it actually ended up a lot of kids become my "fan". well, i wonder if i am too easy to get bullied......
no matter..... in exchange, we get to eat..... makan makan. (pix caption : BIG APPETITE COMES WITH BIG SPIRIT)
Finally, after a busy day, finally we get to sleep. this is the place where i sleep.
it's extremely cold....... luckily i made some preparations..... EXHAUSTED.....
Second daY!!!!!! we organized a one-day child camp where the kids living in the district come to "live" here for a day. HORRIBLE. KIDs are so unpredictable, and *ahem* aggresive *ahem*.
teacher's uniform for the day.
Joshua Wong Shii : Teacher
well, if music is involved, how can joshua be excepted from this??? looks kinda like jason mraz..... i think so.......
TEaching in progress.....
GOSH! the "teaching package" even includes dance teaching.........
finally, it ended....... Teachers + students + joshua's fans.....
want to know what happened??? ask me if you want to know...... i tell you..... it's very surprising that you'll laugh like some mad people
Tired~
My fans and i....
well, during the mission trip, there's always people wearing the same shirt........
something interesting : i actually take a pic of me wearing specs..... well, although i looked older, people around say that it looks better.... wakakakaka...... i think glasses can magnify electricity huh??
that's the end of my mission trip..... it's kinda interesting although it's extremely tiring.... sigh....... trains my physique and mentality to its limits........ i'm going to MIRI again the next day after this mission trip, that's tomorrow........ so, i'll come back with more updates.......
(note : a concert will be held with joshua in it, in miri, on 20/3/2010 night. to those who's interested to watch joshua on stage, please contact stupiakboy for more info........ )
p.s someimes, i got a lot of things to say, but the words just won't come out....... don't worry, the words means nothing bad, just some description of my nature......
Well, the first day we're doing visiting to the people living around in semariang, we meet them, interact with them, and share stuffs with them, in order to know them better.
Getting ready For visiting, ALL SET!
Well, we went to all kind of houses, with different type of people, starting from :
Facing the road........ Full of obstacles
House breeding crocs!!!
House with bird nests.....
House with papayas......
Coconut plantation.
AVATAR frenzy!!!! (picture taken with kids in one of the house)
so, guess you guys are thinking that i'm having fun in the visiting huh??? it is extremely tiring that i.........
Fell asleep.
After all, my group is considered lucky because no one chase us out from their house
FOOD!!!!!!!
We even manage to reach minimarket there and do stupid stuffs like this :
in the night, we have some health talk and the youths participating, me and a bunch of other youth had to look after the kids...... well, it actually ended up a lot of kids become my "fan". well, i wonder if i am too easy to get bullied......
no matter..... in exchange, we get to eat..... makan makan. (pix caption : BIG APPETITE COMES WITH BIG SPIRIT)
Finally, after a busy day, finally we get to sleep. this is the place where i sleep.
it's extremely cold....... luckily i made some preparations..... EXHAUSTED.....
Second daY!!!!!! we organized a one-day child camp where the kids living in the district come to "live" here for a day. HORRIBLE. KIDs are so unpredictable, and *ahem* aggresive *ahem*.
teacher's uniform for the day.
Joshua Wong Shii : Teacher
well, if music is involved, how can joshua be excepted from this??? looks kinda like jason mraz..... i think so.......
TEaching in progress.....
GOSH! the "teaching package" even includes dance teaching.........
finally, it ended....... Teachers + students + joshua's fans.....
want to know what happened??? ask me if you want to know...... i tell you..... it's very surprising that you'll laugh like some mad people
Tired~
My fans and i....
well, during the mission trip, there's always people wearing the same shirt........
something interesting : i actually take a pic of me wearing specs..... well, although i looked older, people around say that it looks better.... wakakakaka...... i think glasses can magnify electricity huh??
that's the end of my mission trip..... it's kinda interesting although it's extremely tiring.... sigh....... trains my physique and mentality to its limits........ i'm going to MIRI again the next day after this mission trip, that's tomorrow........ so, i'll come back with more updates.......
(note : a concert will be held with joshua in it, in miri, on 20/3/2010 night. to those who's interested to watch joshua on stage, please contact stupiakboy for more info........ )
p.s someimes, i got a lot of things to say, but the words just won't come out....... don't worry, the words means nothing bad, just some description of my nature......
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