Owh. I am back.
It's been a huge long hiatus. But somehow life has a way of dragging me back here, compelling me to jot down my unspoken words and hidden whisper, thoughts.
I will be back for sometime, hopefully long time, this time.
Yes, I will be closing the chapter of my life in india soon, 30 days give or take. I am sorry for not being updating on my life these years. Truth be told I felt like I've been isolated from the world I belong, it's like I have disappeared into thin air, from Malaysia, from my friends' life.
I am kinda excited to go back to my life (?)
Okay, this incoherent writing needs to be improved
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Today I've learnt a lesson.
I've learnt that no matter how many friends you surround yourself with,
In the end it will always be everyone for themselves.
(I am not saying I am not one of them,
I just like to think myself as someone who would think of others,
And sometimes put other people's need before mine)
But truth hurts
The truth is,
You gotta take good care of yourself,
When helping other, and in turn expecting help,
You are making yourself weaker
You are just making yourself soft.
No more,
I will run this final mile on my own two feet.
