Okay, this is not exactly like what I’ve
expected.
I resolved to resume my blogging
career a while back and realize that, time isn’t really a friend of mine on
this and I couldn’t really find the leisure time to blog my heart out on this
space.
*Knock Knock* Is anybody still
here??
Uni life sucks, and there isn’t really
any free time anymore ( though you can literally caught me lying on the bed and
do nothing. =P ), with medical and dental books that will never exhaust
themselves in shoving new and raw information into my 8GB only brain.
Furthermore, there’s family, friendship and relationships to juggle with. I can
only say, wow, what a life. Luckily I can at least find comfort by the fact
that there are still people out there who do blog.
Anyways, what the hell had I done
that made me ended up in India?? I guess this will always be a life mystery, of
how a boy with playful nature ended up as a miserable university scholar slash
nerd.
And I am almost 21, without me
realizing.
…
And living in India really made me
think back of those days when I am studying back in Malaysia. Things are really
really different back then. Though we have lotsa cash right now, but its never
enough when we compare to those times when you can have half a dozen of guys
staying under the same roof, and joke, play, and study together.
A bunch of guys gossiping in the
same room, making fun of each other, or at the very least have a company in the
midst of tackling the exams. It’s all a guy could ask for in his uni life. But alas,
look at us now. We could now only face our respective textbooks and the dark
and lonely night ahead, in two different countries, 5 different places.
I am having you all in my mind, my
bunch of guys. It’s a sad thing to
realize that now everything is just a blurred memory from a distant past. We
are all on our way, towards a same, but yet different future ahead of us.
At least we used to not play alone, jog
alone, sing alone, study alone, and get intimidated alone. =P
…
And I am facing the end of 2013.
Frankly this year had been freakishly fast and I cant even grasp a single Idea
what I’ve done, or what actually happened in my life. All I feel like it’s a big
ZOOM and I am here, holding lecron carvers and wax blocks.
If I could just gather a
recollections of memories and review, maybe I will get something out of this
fast and furious year, some other time