Merdeka Dialogues

Some interesting dialogues occured during the national day :



"Wow, that girl's tall..."
"Yeah, she's friggin tall...."
"I'm very sure that she wears a super high high heels..."

*peep at the girls leg*

"Gosh...... she doesn't wear one...."
"we're shorter......."




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"Son, come here, choose one and then i'll pay the money.."
"okay, hmmm..... these one..."
"NO NO NO.... that one is not good.."
"OOo.. this one??"
"Not good also, lousy....."
"err..... what about this one??"
"No No NO.... i'll choose for you.... this one is better...."
("You're asking me to choose and now you're choosing for me??")


Happy national day!!!

p.s. i saw Mr. Liew at Everise, BDC.

主席一番话

最近叙旧了许久。。。

我发觉我真的长大了，不再是以前的那个小子。少团，伴我成长，把我慢慢塑造成一个懂事的职员。8年了，少团的点点滴滴，从契友到职员，8年了。。。

我问我自己，为什么我要来少团？？为什么我要成为职员？？想了许久。。。许久。。。。

我认为，来少团，作职员不需要一个理由。那是一个委身，那是对上帝，对团契的一个爱的表现。“团契爱我，我爱团契”，就是这么简单。团契改变了我，给我一个生命的方向，我需要给上帝，团契一个交代，附上一份责任。成为了职员，就要对团契有个委身，成为团契的“头”，带领许许多多的契友们，让他们经历生命的改变，让他们生命有个方向。欠了少团这么多，我觉得这样一点也不过分。

拿了“立志表”出来，心里沉了一下。我，有没有每天过着灵修的生活？？我，有没有每周来少团聚会？？我，有没有带领更多少年人来团契聚会？？我，有没有在本位上尽忠推动事工？？我，有没有听从传道，顾问的指导？？我，有没有迟来或早退？？我，有没有在聚会时闲谈，随便跑动，玩手机？？我，有没有与职员，契友分派？？我，有没有轻率推动我的事工？？

我认为，签下了这个“立志表”后，我与上帝就有了一份“合约”。这是我和上帝之间的约定，是我答应上帝的事。所以，在签这份“合约”之前，我特别叫职员们仔细想想，我们是否真的能答应上帝这些事？？我们会守着我们与上帝的这份约定吗？？上帝给了我们这么多，我们答应上帝这么一点点，太过分了吗？？签下名时，真的很挣扎。。。。很挣扎。。。。

成为职员的生活就这样开始了。。。。。

有时热心狂烧，有时却冷淡了下来。有时真的懒惰得不想去少团。但是想起“立志表”，想起我答应上帝的事，我狠狠地骂了自己：“不想去也要去，你想开上帝玩笑哈？你答应的东西你现在想不负责任！？”

结果我就上少团去了。。。。

这样还不够，我还要常常问自己，朋友比少团重要吗？？与朋友去玩比少团重要吗？？生病就不用去少团吗？？爽爽就不用去少团吗？？上网比少团重要吗？？与人有约就不用去少团吗？？。。。。

我深深有个感触，星期日下午，是应该预留给少团的，是应该留给上帝的，是留给少团里的大家庭的。没有东西可以取代少团，少团永远是第一。心里有一个声音问我，“一个星期花三，四个小时来少团，与契友联谊，与职员同工，这样的要求太过分了吗？？与职员们在一个下午一起会议，两个小时就好，这样太过分了吗？？”我觉得，这是职员的本分，当年签下了那份“立志表”，这些一切就是我生命的一部分，我的责任。

我还记得我在面子书上留言，“有时间上面子书就要有时间上少团！！！！”。是的，我真的这么认为。难道你一个星期上面子书的时间没有上少团的时间这么多吗？？

说来说去，讲的就是“委身”这两个字。

你的心不在少团时，你自然而然不想来少团
你的心不在少团时，你自然而然觉得事奉很累
你的心不在少团时，你自然而然觉得出去玩比去少团好玩
你的心不在少团时，你自然而然会从少团消失。。。

。。。

。。。

我忽然觉得我没有能力去责骂那些想放弃少团的职员，契友。许多的挂虑，许多的否定。。。。为他们代祷，足够吗？？还是一定要骂？？

很想问他们一句 ：“少团还在你们的心里吗？？你们的心还在少团吗？？少团在你们心里到底还有多少价值？？”

问不出。。。。。。

父啊，求你赐给我力量。。。

写着写着。。。。眼泪流了出来，好久好久没有这么样的感触了。。。。。

我深深感觉，天父给了我们这么多，我们有什么可以给他？？这样对少团负一点责任太难了吗？？

来少团，作职员不需要一个理由。那是一个委身，那是对上帝，对团契的一个爱的表现，是一定要做的。你或许觉得这样很霸道，很没道理，这就是没有道理的道理。

和呼吸一样，呼吸不需要一个理由，是一定要做的，这就是没有道理的道理。

TWASTIKA

If there were a right time and right place to think of something now, it would be now, the moment when i write this blogpost. i suddenly come to realize that my mind only starts to churn when it comes to "writing blogposts", as if it were something more worthy to spend my mind on. thinking of those years when i can actually write blogposts freely without any serious planning, i find out that i actually missed it, though my blogposts in the past sucks like bird poo (you can check them out under the "archives" heading.)

now i'm actually facing the stupid difficulty to write on a particular topic when i decide to write a blogpost. yes, the inspiration do come, lots, but often they are gone by the time i actually get to switch on my computer and started writing. it's like there's a "block" between my creative cerebrum and the computing input system..... a writer's blog is occuring perhaps??? *light dwindled*

i specially admire those people who actually blog really well, which makes me crave for their blogposts more and more each time after i read theirs. their English used is just too fascinating, compared to mine so called "rojak-manglish". so, here are the blogs i'm talking about:

http://laughasthma.blogspot.com/
http://chonfan85.blogspot.com/
http://anarchism.bitsofbytes.org/
http://thousandcelestial.blogspot.com/

no thanks people, your blog deserved to be advertised. a cup of coffee will be enough to repay my sincerity. =)

taken my SPM-level chinese exam this thurs. the translation of the ancient chinese really amuses me, who actually does it, check it out. (sorry, no translation)

Q:沮之而不可则致地，庸迟乎?
A:沮之而不可以则致地板，庸太迟了吗？

Q：王孙莫把比蓬篙，九日枝枝近鬓毛
A：王孙不要把比蓬篙，因为重阳节枝枝近在眉毛

i know it sounded quite retard, but it's really difficult. even lawrence the almighty one don't know how to do it, according to him. but i'm sure that he's going to be the one who turn out to be doing well.... sigh....

sharing for the day : secrets

The Truth BEhind........ TAKE NOTE FELLOW GREENIANS!!!

People, know him???

he's the infamous MR ANG KHIM HUA, the self-proclaimed Mr. Red who teaches additional mathematics in our school and is somehow very popular because of his personalities.

okay, no further elaboration on his special style, i'm here to tell about his legacy, about his near death experience.

at the age of 19 (or sometime around that, uni-age), he got crashed by a white mercedes and almost died from that car crash, which happened when he rides on a motorbike.

amusingly speaking, he said that he almost met his grandma in that incident, with broken jaw, fractured lips, brain concussion, limb fracture, and etc, etc.....

okay, maybe everyone is familiar with this story and thought that's not a big deal, BUT, here's the catch...................................

he drank a LITTLE BIT beer before he ride the bike that day........

O.o

not a big deal???

30. live with this limit.

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same

[Pre-Chorus:]
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

[Chorus:]
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:

This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry!

[Chorus]



Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

[CHORUS:]
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

[CHORUS]

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

[CHORUS x2]

(I miss you)

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yes, i' sorry and i miss you <3

So yesterday.

Well, i admit that i usually have the bad habit to procrastinate when i was suddenly being shocked by a pulsed of inspiration, of whether to or not to blog about it. so, when you guys see a post being officially posted by me, it's actually an updated one. but, since it's the hottest news from me, i'll still count it as "updated updates". but most of the time i lost the desire to blog about some particular occasions after a day of procrastination. brr.............

(the moral of the story is : don't PROCRASTINATE!) *yeah, as if i got the right to teach this lesson. =P*

yesterday some japanese high school people actually visited to our school to have cultural exchange programme. well, before they came i actually have this well dream of how they'll look like, highly anticipated. i thought they may be looking like these :











yeah yeah, when the imagination bubble popped....... the japanese actually looked NORMAL....... actually they're not so bad looking la..... some of the girls even go crazy over them.......
i wonder if they're here because of our "Photostatic machine" girl, Gladys??

and later in the night i discovered that it's my bro's 10th birthday. people might not understand why i can forget my siblings birthday but come on la, i'm a big brother with 4 siblings, which means 4 birthdays to remember.

ate a lot, pizza huts especially, guess i have to say goodbye to my pimple prone face once again.... excess consumption of food nutritious to pimples... X.X

turning 10, my bro is still as childish as ever, still crying over little things (he even cried when we come across the choosing-venue-to-celebrate thingy......... sigh......)
though very mmtahan, my mom reminded me that i was once like that too....

OMG.

(more blogposts coming... bursting with inspirations)

I know what you did last Friday.....

Sound familiar??? yeah, it's derived from the infamous "i know what you did last raya". actually, last friday is the so called "friday the thirteen" 13/8 - fri. what happened?? something happenened.

well, there's this boy-in-school who claim to break his leg when he fell into a drain (actually he later confess that he fell near the gate, with his bunch of friends). his friends carried him into the office and i stepped forward to offer help (firstly since the boy knows me and secondly, i'm a trained first-aider). i examine his leg and spotted some fracture symptons and then ask some confirmatory question. CONFIRMED. FRACTURED LEG.

then i tried to examine his leg by lifting it a little, then opposing voice came from his "beloved" friend (who partly contribute to the tragedy) and XXXXXXX Tan, the HEM teacher, claiming that i'm furthermore harming him........... *who's the one with the first-aid cert here?? ME?? or you???* feels like shouting....

hmm.... since my help is not needed, i ought leave them and let them enjoy their heroic moment. so i left them, then there comes MR. WEE (one of my favourite teacher) asking me to stay and follow him to the hospital, cause he knows that i'm a red crescent member. *haha now you know*. then i do some transportation for the little casualty then he's sent to the hospital.

(BUTIP HANJIPENG (name changed to protect privacy) proudly trotted infront of the office and boasted that he knew the case isn't as easy as felling into the drain, as if he knew the boy actually fell at gate...... lol.... trying imagine a short figure boasting infront of many people who's taller than him.....)

SCary huh??? it's now a good combination with the ghost festival...... friday the thirteen during ghost festival.

however, the legacy continues the day after friday the thirteen. the day i actually went to cut my hair.

BARBER : "yes sir, how do you want to cut my hair??"
ME : "oh yes, cut short"
BARBER : "cut short??"
ME : "yes, cut short"

(i didn't ask the barber to keep my side burn and fringe)
*after 15 minutes*

ME : ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


now i look like the monster in ultraman series with no hair infront and spiky hair at the back.....
and i have to tell everyone that my hair is cut by discipline teacher so it became that short.....


CIAO.

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!

Recently i've been witnessing a great deal of things in the school, mainly conflicts within certain affiliations and clubs....

well, the thing i can't quite understand is : why do people confronted each other aggressively in a very rude manner. not just the usual confrontation, but also BACKSTABBING (which i hate the most).

what is it that actually you people are after?? POST?? FAME?? POPULARITY??? i don't understand....... you guys shouldn't have this "intra-affiliation" competition that will destroy the whole team, committee or not, members or not.

i don't understand
i don't understand
i don't understand

and who says we're restricted to point out our views on facebook??
we didn't even mention the names (at least not DIRECTLY)
is posting a status considered a crime???

HMMM........

Random entries 1 - 10

1. I think that the instance DAVID JOHN stepped out on the stage, he’s the most clap-deserved guy, compare to those soft-bone people who acted real lame *ahem* *ahem* you guys know who…….. no offense anyway. DAVID YOU ROCK!!! Can’t imagine I actually clapped the whole time when David is doing his thing.

2. If ever my phone was to be snatched from me, I think I’ll become insane and at the same time depressed. Gosh, is this what people call “phone addiction”??? just got my freshly-repaired phone back (for the second time), spending 60 bucks. I hereby officially declare bankruptcy….

3. Tuan Pengetua is really funny when he requested for another song from the Chinese orchestra, what if the orchestra didn’t prepare any extra songs?? *well, that’s their fault*, but don’t worry, they’re professinals, they will always have their backup plan….

4. Mr Ang did it again. He stopped saying his usual line “you better go jump into the Sarawak River”, cause some boy in our school died drowning in the water (may he rest in peace). He furthermore highlighted that we should look for someone to talk to when we feel down, but then he refused to talk to us when we want to “talk” to him…. How ironic.

5. Guess my most faithful blog reader a.k.a S.M will be gone from the net from a long long time…. I hope he/she/it will be good do what he/she/it should do. Well, afterall, he/she/it leave the net because of certain complication due to the SPM (Should Play More) exam. Hope his/her/its soul and spirit be with us all the way…

6. Still concerning on my bankrupted status. Think I should cut my expense on my food and etc etc. but I just can’t resist the temptation on the foods in the canteen ( which are very nutritious for my fellow pimples). I’ll just run to buy food from the canteen if I ever feel hungry……… I don’t know why I get hungry easily too…. Maybe now is the peak stage for the growth…. Am I going to grow taller?? I hope so.

7. Feeling discontented because my blog readers’ number dropped drastically from 20++ per day to 4 yesterday. What happened?? I know recently I’ve been having these write block. Sitting infront of the computer and don’t know what to write… LOL. Gosh, I think I should write something catchy soon….

8. Although my hairs is very very long these days (yes I know my hair is long), I kinda like my long hairs cause it’s like cloth to my head. I like it, but I’m going to cut it next week or soon after next week. I wonder why teacher in the school are “okay” with my long hair?? O.o

9. Back to the phone, I’ll protect it with my life so that I don’t have to pay for repair it anymore…. Anyway, if it spoils again, I won’t repair it and instead I’ll buy a new phone and say “tar tar” to this phone… lol. So, mr. phone, better take care ya??

10. special thanks to my readers from all over the world (as I can see, readers from other countries plays a major role as my reader, Malaysian readers are only 33%). If you ever come across this blog and is interested with my freakish personality and lame blogging style, please follow my blog. I promise I’ll share my whole life with you guys till the end of my life. BLOGGER’S HONOUR. Thanks a bunch to those faithful readers.

oh ya, this is the 200th post for joshua's journey.

Down....

I'm down as soon as my freshly-repaired phone downed.....

extremely depressed.... been imagining times when i can't reach my love ones with my phone.... and times when i can enjoy soothing music....

i realized that this phone has played an important part in my life now..... EMO....


SAD.....