2013 : The Radiant Shades of Gray

I see myself walking on a dark corridor.
The alley is lit, with dying fluorescent tube hanging idly on the wall.
Ground is unkempt, tiles sprawling everywhere.

The walls too, endless streak of white tiles, which looks gray now to blemishes of ages.
They all used to look white, I thought

What then, makes them gray, which deviates from their true nature??

If those are just blemishes, then, how can they be transformed again, from radiant shades of gray, to as white as hyssop? 

The corridor rumbled to life, each tile separates from their place, each have their own tale to tell, and disappears into the light at the end of the tunnel. What's at the end, I know not. I only know that there'll be light at the end.

Let each and every shades of gray be brought out to light, and have their stories told, and have ears listen to them, and have eyes to read them, and have the heart to feel them.

 Happy New Year, And braces yourself to hear from the dark side.

Grace

I do know that God's grace comes in many ways.

Recently, I've scratched another person's car accidentally and had to pay a sum of money to compensate the person, while sustaining damage on my own car. At first, I was devastated, and pretty much it spoil my mood as i was on my way to meet my friend and celebrate his belated birthday, mainly because I've prayed for the journey ( Which i did every single time before i drive), and i asked her to pray for me as well.

I feel so F***ed up and it really swayed my faith and reliance on God.

But come to think of it, the amount that the car owner requested is far more less than the actual figure needed to repair the scratches. And I'm truly thankful for the owner for being so understand for not asking for more since this is my first time and I'm just a student.

And for sure i'll be more careful the next time, and most probably, there'll not be other people's blood on my hands just because i'm more careful from now on.

Isn't that God's grace itself?? =) I wish I can understand God's will more and more each day.

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 Had my haircut just recently.

My hair used to be very lousy due to the "awesome" undercut the hair designer gave me during the last saloon visit. You can imagine how dumbstruck i am when realizing my head is like "that" after he finished cutting.

And after sometimes, i looked like this (front view):

Oh yea, Like a Boss.

My favourite Walking Dead Character.

Now :

Aha. XD

Merry Christmas

Christmas.

Many people are most probably loitering around, perhaps endlessly around in shopping malls, or perhaps just doing that for the sake of fulfilling "what you should do during Christmas". Some might as well ordered a cup of coffee and isolate themselves at a corner in the Starbucks outlet. Some will be gathering together to celebrate a year that had gone by and cherish it together with a bunch of friends/love ones.

As of me??

WORK.

double-pay though *Trumpet Sounds*

A whole new Christmas experience for me. aside from the usual celebrations and more celebrations, I'm forced to work and at the same time switch off whatever playing mood in me.

However, come to think of it. Who in the world would have the time to play on this celebration? Most people would be so unfortunate that they have to continue to work hard, in order to earn a living for tomorrow.

Can they stop and have fun and relax just for a day?

No.

I've learn to be thankful for this awesome job while I can earn money just by reading newspaper. XD

Kidding~ 

reading newspaper while the store is closing.

Outside, shutter is down already, and Christmas tree is still there.

Practically I'm enveloped by rich Christmas Atmosphere still.

The mistletoe

The Chime bells

The Christmas Tree

The Carols

The CDs that I'm so bored of

I love Christmas.

是她

她是谁？

谁是她？

她

是在绝望的黑暗中，那一盏不显眼的灯

她

是在悲哀的低潮中，那一双聆听的耳朵

她

是所有人都不明白时，那一丝丝，窝心的体谅

她

是一个人呕心沥血奋斗时，那一个小小可靠的肩膀

她

是所有的不完美尽显时，那一份感人的包容

她

是在每一个考验中，那一把默默支持的声音

她

是在每一个绝境中，哪一颗不懂得放弃的心

谢谢你，一翔

圣诞节不懂得送你什么礼物好，希望你会喜欢

我要让所有的读者知道

她，

就是你。

欢迎来到我和读者们的世界里

圣诞快乐。

So hmmm.... 21121012

So everyone is pretty much alive here..

Anyone there??

What do they say about the doomsday as mentioned by the Mayans?

Erm... passed??

Yay.

So coming right up, let's prepare some mood for the coming Christmas

Let's catch a santa for our home's decor, no??

Bummer.

Anyways, the kitty above pretty much brings my mind to a particular little kitty named Bells.

He's fat.

He probably runs around a lot.

And he's fat,

The point is.

Though i never met him in person, I really do miss him.

Bell and his adorable sleeping posture

HAPPY POST-DOOMSDAY everyone. =)

21122012

To my surprise many people are actually taking this seriously. Oh My Gawd, people must be tweeting insanely on the end of the world this moment, if they have one tweeter account. Sigh, I might as well put up a status, no?

The end of a chapter often flips into a new chapter.

So where does this so called "end of the world" leads us to??

I think we need to know, just in case, that IN CASE the world ends today, we'll have a new one waiting for us, unbreakable, and lasting for eternity. Are we believing at this hour?? Should we take a minute out and reflect on ourselves instead of busy scrolling through Facebook notifications??

Well, I'm pretty sure that the world won't end today, I haven't go to India, I haven't earn real money, I haven't travel around the world, I haven't get married, and there's too much "I haven't" for me if the world ends.

Anyways, 

Matthew 24:36
No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.

We can't know for sure. =)
See you tomorrow if the world doesn't end.

Holiday so holiday.....

Chargrilled pan, anyone??

Hiatus seems keen to strike every now and then. Mindblocks and business aids all these delays in posting and updating to my readers on how am I doing recently. Sorry Dudes and Babes, I'm trying my hardest to fightback and to post the some awesome things about my life that will perhaps impact yours too.

Just got back my life from a potential tragedy as the shop that i worked at almost burnt down. Everyone left the kitchen but the fire is still on. In the end.....

Me : *Super SHOCKING LOOK* oOo

Watie : *hides thought I saw a ghost* what is it???

Me : *runs into the kitchen and start put out the blazing fire*

Yea, I'm currenly working at Secret Recipe.

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总觉得自己很犯贱

还有 no life

假期堂堂一个学院生

去做没有读书人做的工

又有很多奇怪奇怪的人

你们，

小心以后我当牙医时认出你们

到时。。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。

爽

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Been thinking of a new title for my blog.

I think the direction of my blogpost change again.

Do you all know my blog title signifies, and somehow leads my life.

Every title have their own meaning, a part of my soul which wants to cry out.

Joshua's Journey is written by a little boy who's carefree and knows no trouble.

It's about an easy life that is filled with adventure, first times, and occasional emotional moments

It's about an attempt to draw people's attention, to take a peek into the boys life.

Redifinition is about a self-discovering journey a dude embarked on, to know who he truly is.

It's about all the hurts and memories deep within that makes him what he is today.

It's about the silent cry that people often ommit

It's about the eye that observes in dark, from the side.

It's about finding himself, skeptically in this trend-driven world

The Radiant Shades of Grey will be my blog title soon.

It's about how I am constantly angry at the world,

And everything that is in it.

And perhaps I can uncover the secrets behind it.

No longer frustrated.

Or unsatisfied.

Or vain.

BTN - Biro TataNegara

Before we moved on with our studies to our respective foreign countries, we need to attend a 5 days 4 nights "brain-washing" camp so that we can be better spokesman for our country, and at the same time reflects the ultimate quality of a true Malaysian. 

Kem Ulu Kenas, Perak. Quite nice huh the place?

The first thing everyone do when step out of the bus : pointing up the phone to the sky, looking for telephone signal. 

WHY??

When a phone is switch on, it will send signal to numerous base station to identify itself, the foreign exchange which links all the base stations monitors and assign the frequency with strongest signal to the phone...

NO LINE LAR

Our Folio, together with our awesome Jalur Gemilang, to be sayed around when we sing the 1 Malaysia song.

There's really nothing to talk about for the camp, except that we have lotsa brain washing sessions on constitutions, the undeniable special rights owned by the Malays and Bumiputeras, the Justice system, the government systems. Afterall i do really hope I can lay hands on a Federal Constitution and read it up.

All stuffs are really boring, except for one that's worth to mention. I screw up the simulation planned by teh facilitators, bringing all participants down with me, in summary. I never know they can design such a sophisticated game but with no clear instruction. In the end, EPIC FAIL, thanks to me.

Some dudes. =) yea, i'm the cutest among all.. ==

Pretty pretty...

All in all, this camp had really give me lotsa beautiful memories not because of the inspiring programmes, but because I've make a lot of friends, mainly from MSU and INTEC. A big thank you for everyone who've made this camp a successful one and to those who have being staying together with me and together make such awesome memories.

And if you ask me if I love my country??
I'll say yes.
I may not agree with what the government dos.
But I love my country, and I appreciate what a effort our forefathers had pour in in order to build such a wonderful multi-racial country.

I love Malaysia.. <3

Graduation

It's been a long while since I've last updated. Not cool at all. I wonder what have happen to my blogging life, once so active, now left only occasional visits and updates. I'm so sorry guys for the inactivity. I'll be back with more creative ways to bring you guys into my world.

Meanwhile, i'll be updating on several past occasions as try to settle into this familiar-yet-new back-at-home life.

Graduation Night @ Pan Pacific Hotel KLIA

Thanks so much guys for the memories worth 1.5 Years,

Towards the end of the graduation night,

I've realize how much had we affect and influence, 

perhaps change each other,

to be a different person from who we once were when we first stepped into 

This ugly and lousy college.

Without everyone of you, I'll never be who am I today.

Thank you. 

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Anyways, who think that graduation is a very good thing??

For KTT-ians, it's a nightmare to be beared

A VIP room which we have no access to

A bucket of raisins on the floor??

*wanna pick up and eat lar wei... can mar??*

*Siao ar you, who know it's poison??*

Random

A stupid VIP who bored everyone with her so called " a-very-short-please-bear-with-me-speech "

BORING!!!! (refer to the one on the stage)

For those who has smart, it's sure something to cherish for because this time can be used to take more photos and perhaps used to indulged in each of their respective favourite apps.

However, we, the three kuching dudes, got something as compensation :

Lim JI JI

Jonathan

And lastly me, thought i got a giant teddy, but turns out to be a pillow.. == So much for the second prize.

finally, shot of the day :

The dude who's so contented after eating all the food that's gonna ruin his tummy the next day.

F.Y.I, Most of the students who have had the lamb chop prepared during the feast suffered from food poisoning the next day