5/2/2009 Suffocating X.X

Life rolls on as it used to be………
But my life is never the same anymore.
No more free time for games
For guitaring
For blogging
For songs-listening
For my readers
For my church works
For my Everything

Life’s suffocating
Heads spinning
Mind cracking
Hands dancing
Tongue twisting
Pen scratching
Correction Tapes gliding
Ruler sliding
Desperately finding away out this,
Out of this suffocating world

Dreams flooding in,
Hero dreams:
Peter Petrelli
Nathan Petrelli
Nikki Sanders
Hiro Nakamura
Matt Parkman
Claire Bennet
Mohinder Suresh
And even Sylar…..
Heroes.

I wish I’m a hero.

But I’m not.

I’m me.

I’m nobody.


B.J.A the Stupiak Poet